Have you ever felt there's someone inside of you just looking a way to come out?

There isn't a single person out there that doesn't have different aspect's to their personality...sometimes the part's can even feel like different people...we all have things we want to do, be, say, experience,.....etc....by denying you access to something you have an interest in your mother is making the situation worse....however...if you are stealing to fund this hobby then you are obsessed and that isn't healthy either....you need to get your priorities in order......hobbies are great but they do not rank up there with education and personal ethic's....Lot's of luck to you.....