RIGHT NOW I FEEL LIKE NOONE CARES WHICH IS A REASON WHY I AM LIKE THIS SUICIDAL. soMEONE WANNA TALK TO ME.....

You don't *need* a guy in your life, you *want* a guy in your life. You need to be happy with yourself and not dependent on someone else to make you happy. Are you open to therapy? I really think you need to talk with a professional. HUGS!!